Past, Present, and Future

Dear past, thank you.
Because of you, I couldn’t be the person I wanted to be.
Thank you for all the lessons you gave me.
Because of that, I’m now wise and brave.
Thank you for all the breakdowns that I experienced.
And thank you for the pain that until now I couldn’t erase.
But don’t worry, it’s still worth it.
’cause it taught me so much, like how to focus and love myself.
Dear present, stand still.
Please stand still and be brave. I’m rooting for your success.
Do your best and don’t listen to them. Promise yourself that you’ll make it.
Focus, just don’t lose your focus.
You will make them proud soon. You’ll make them realize that they are all wrong.
Dear future, I’m scared of you.
I’m sadly still scared of you.
I’m scared of what surprises you may bring,
so here I am, wide awake, wondering.
Is it a failure or a success?
Will I be happy or depressed?
For i am a bit confused,
but they said, i just need to pray for you.
I will surely do so. I will surely pray for you.
I will give my all to you,
So that my expectations will be fulfilled and my dreams will come true.
One day at a time, I’ll surely reach you.