“Stupid”
“You are useless!”
“you’re so dumb”
“why are you still alive?”
That’s just one of the things I often hear,
That’s still accompanied by bad stares,
That caused pain and my heart’s speed to pound,
But i can’t answer and open my mouth
In a corner that’s tight and dark,
I’m alone and secretly crying,
Since I don’t know what to say,
Crying is the only way to eased the pain that I’ve been bringing,
In my family, I’m always wrong,
At school, oh I’m so stupid,
To friends, I’m useless,
I don’t know where I can stand anymore
I want to scream in pain,
I want death to be near even for a moment,
So that my tired heart can rest for a while,
But I’m still here in front of you smiling, hard.
All I want is to have a family that will always be there for me,
Who’s the one who cheer me up when I am tired,
All I want is to have a true friend,
That will be true to me till the end,
Where I can go along in joy and sadness.
I know I’m not perfect,
Because I’m just a human and also get hurt,
I make mistakes but I also want to learn,
Now, I don’t know what to do
I just want to run and run,
To avoid this chaotic world,
And to find my true refuge,
But i don’t where I’m going,
Where Am I Going?
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