“No smile for you“
“No lift for you”
“No place and not even an inch”
“Do not dream as such”
You are stranger
Even though smiling sans anger
It is mere deception
That can not be basis for relation
She is ruh* my soul
I was making desprate call
She is my dream girl
It was now her turn
I openly pleaded
With words and exchanged
It was feeling in isolation
She was just before me in vision
Why do not you leave me alone?
I can’t be yours in dream even
You can remain as best as ever
I can not be yours forever
I felt life so helpless
Totally barren and hopeless
She was not prepared to look
In dejection I merely shook head
What was she speaking?
It was weakening
I meant for real
She meant no deal
I felt sad
And equally bad
There was no way except to part
I prepared to depart
I tried to hold her hand
But no it was air with sand particles
She meant no trouble
But I really struggled
Alright have your way
I gathered strength and shied away
She was waving from distance
I felt cheated at once
Well, I finally smiled
Gave her way to be exiled
Not from mind or heart
But she was to be invisible part
*Ruh… soul
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