Dark rewrite of R Kelly’s I Believe I Can Fly
I now know
I’ve been told that no longer can I go on
All because against God I committed such an awful wrong
Thought I knew the meaning of true love
Too late I discovered
It was just the devil’s lust
Found in the wrong one’s arms
If only I had’t rode it then maybe I would’t have caught it
If only I had’t let myself fall for it then maybe I would’t be having to live through it
Chorus
I believe I’m gonna die
I believe it because of all the unprotected things
All the naughty, unprotected things I did with that last guy
I suffer for it every night and day
I believe he’s the one who made me this way
He’s the one who made me feel so sore
‘Cause I let him pound it so hard through my wide open door
I believe I’m gonna die
I believe I’m gonna die
I believe I’m gonna die
So alone
Feels like I’m on the cusp
On the verge of breaking down
Sometimes the silence in this room is so loud
I feel as if there’s nothing, no miracle left in this life that I can achieve
As ever stronger, the weakness grows inside of me
If only I had’t rode it then maybe I would’t have caught it
If only I had’t let myself fall for it then maybe I would’t be having to live through it
I believe I’m gonna die
I believe it because of all the unprotected things
All the naughty, unprotected things I did with that last guy
I suffer for it every night and day
I believe he’s the one who made me this way
He’s the one who made me feel so sore
‘Cause I let him pound it so hard through my wide open door
I believe I’m gonna die
I believe I’m gonna die
I believe I’m gonna die
Hey, Markus, ’cause I fell so blindly in love with you
Oh…..
If only I had’t rode it then maybe I would’t have caught it
If only I had’t let myself fall for it then maybe I would’t be having to live through it
I believe I’m gonna die
I believe it because of all the unprotected things
All the naughty, unprotected things I did with that last guy
I suffer for it every night and day
I believe he’s the one who made me this way
He’s the one who made me feel so sore
‘Cause I let him pound it so hard through my wide open door
I believe I’m gonna die
I believe I’m gonna die
I believe I’m gonna die
If only I had’t let you spread those cheeks
Maybe I would’t be sittin’ here
So very lonely and afraid
Singin’
I believe I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die
I believe I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die
I believe I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die
If only I had’t let you spread those cheeks
Maybe I would’t be sittin’ here
So very lonely and afraid
Singin’
I believe I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die
I believe I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die
I believe I’m gonna die
I’m gonna die
Ohh noooo…I’m gonna die
Hmmmm…die, die, die
2009 Ramona Thompson
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