I felt his touch,
Whenever I was in his world,
He loved me so much,
Despite I pretended to be bold.
Down on my shoe he pleaded,
Apology is what he needed,
Trying soo hard to convince me with sobs,
But I remained resistible towards him.
Why would he deserve next chance anyway?
HE FAILED ME ONCE AND WE ARE DONE,
Thats what first clicked inside my logical mind,
But deep inside my lonely heart demanded him.
I rejected his calls but when he texted,
I read while tears dropped down bitterly,
I didn’t LIKED his photos but when he posted,
I looked at them several times lustfully.
I thought am going to move on so fast,
The breakup to me turned like a broadcast,
Advertising all his weakness to the in-laws,
In order to boost my confidence up for more bravery.
You know what surprised me the most?
When it pissed him off upon rumors he heard,
But he chose SILENCE to be his shield,
For tremendous gossips I secretly blurted out.
That he was a lazy man and out fashioned,
Can’t maneuver when we are on bed,
No job but just sleeping all day and night at home,
Waiting for me to bring a daily bread for the family.
Yet now am in front of him kneeling down,
Am aware that i can’t force him to forgive me,
But I claim for the same spot in his heart,
The same last chance I denied it to him before.
Now am the one to request it back,
Wish I could be able to make it up to him,
Rewind the days back to clear my mistakes,
Coz I’ve realized that life isn’t worthy without him.
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