304. To An Ex

You tried to call me yesterday
just to hear my answer phone say
I’m not available to take the call
wanted to tell me how you feel
yet you couldn’t get the words out

You called round my place today
to hear my buds say
that I don’t want to talk
heard your face showed so pain
as you walked away in the pouring rain

Don’t know why I don’t want to know right now
could be a result of your actions
part of me wants to speak
another still feels the desire to be left alone

I waited for your call today
so you can hear me say
I am here for you
guess all is forgiven for now
despite all that has happened
I will admit this to be true
I guess I really miss you