O pen….
please write before my death…
write please my pen…
no one still, only you now with me…
you are the only whom i can talk with…
and the only one who knows me…
you whom can hear me…
you whom i can cry him…
and the only one whom can wipe my tears…
write o pen…
i own only you…
and you can understand me…
write about my wounds and pains…
about my suffering…
write and don`t try to happy me…
don`t butter up me…
just write…
but also please don`t hurt me…
write every thing…
and to the last second in my life…
write before i die…
because the death is here and so close to me…
write and don`t stop…
and don`t let the time stop too…
just write…
write it well as you feel inside me..
write and don`t get tired from me…
as i got tired of myself…
o pen…
write and don`t try to treat my wounds…
write and please don`t cheat on me…
just write, how i am now…
write within my words…
with my feelings…
write through my tears…
and don`t mercy me…
but also don`t become so hard on me…
just want you to write the truth…
the truth which i live in…
write the history of my pains…
write what is going right now in my heart…
write my secrets which i hide…
write my craziness and my angry…
my confusion…
my patient…
write and don`t scare me..
write, i will not yell to you..
please write all what i feel..
and what you felt through me…
just write and write it well..
or…
leave me alone…
as she did…
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