Never And Never….

sweetheart…
i will write you a letter…
carried on a bird`s wings…
and will express about my situation…
situations which you don`t know about…
you don`t know even what happened lately…
fail to think…
bored from crying…
but i still keep, some of hope…
and still dream about that hope…
so please, , ,
don`t let me die before seeing you…
and don`t hurt me more than a hurt itself…
fail to to think…
and don`t know what to write more…
but i am writing and will write more…
didn`t know before, that you are in this hardness heart…
only after i suffered from it and from you…
all that pains…
which still live inside and with me…
although of that pains…
although of that hurts…
but still love you…
and you still in my mod and my mind…
and still waiting and waiting for long…
and will never forget you…
either never to give up…
do you know why? ? ? ?
because still loving you…
and still fall to your loving…
and every night when a moon come up…
i see your eyes came with it…
how could a heart forgot his beloved…
his sweetheart, whom he adored one day…
just let you know…
that will never get bored from you…
and never to get enough from you…
because you still the dearest one to my heart…
and you will never go away from my mind…
because why? ? ? …
you still sit in the center of my heart…