Is It Time For Final Goodbye?

My invincible, my friend, my dearest,
I don’t know if time has come,
If I can turn my nightly tears,
Into a stream that feeds your thirst,
Your anguish and pain with love,
So that you can forget at dawn,
What awaits, and stay one more,
One more day, one less alone,
Without you;I would try and soar,
To heights I haven’t gone before.
But I know you wouldn’t want my cry,
At length, nor would you want my sigh,
Of pain and sorrow; You want my smile,
My happy, my joy, my dance, my song,
My flowers, my melodies, my Chopin,
So I will wait for that cry, and pray,
My tears are replaced by smiles,
And for God to send you someone,
To be where I am not, and then,
Caress your hair and keep you warm,
At peace and with love, again and again;
For now I will hold the tears in my heart,
I will instead smile and hope I radiate,
A rainbow of grace to enfold your path.